Gave it a year - We said

 Now to that point of no return 

I felt I have lost my brain

my pride and dignity in vain 

But worst of all I lost my heart and in pain

I have resigned and gave up

Opened my eyes and accepted the fact 

That the difference widened the gap

Between us there’s only a a charade 

As I move on I gained a lesson 

That love cannot be bought nor traded 

Nor can it be sold to the highest bidder 

It can only be felt deep inside your feelings 

I looked at you at dinner time.

your dimples I haven’t seen before 

couldn’t bear the fact you are so beautiful 

And that im so lost and in-love with you.

I hide from you and cloud my eyes 

I could not show my deep feelings 

Because I know you do not have 

The same love  that I do for you 

I let time and space decide what becomes of us

A year has passed and my heart still  imprisoned

Caged and tied up with yours 

But you have no love for me.

I know that will never be 

But thankful for the time spent together 

Like self torture if no end 

Now I say farewell in my mind 

I see you, I feel you, I hear you, 

Am I dead ? Because the day I realized 

That I  am nothing to you I died .

A thousand times worst then death 

I love you. Maybe I see you in the next life. 

And then you will recognize and see me too

Thank you for your time and affection

It was not enough but better than nothing