"Unprofessional" was I called today in the middle of a chaotic place. I stood my guard, did my work in over time, but still I am branded unprofessional. What a joke.
What would you have done? Well, I would still do the same, stood my ground and do my job, because that is how it is to be a professional.
Someone who listen to her MP3 and surf in the net would tell you that, what would you have done? Me,I will do the same, I would finish the job because that is why I am getting paid.
I might be called amateur, inexpert, unskilled, unprofessional, as long as I do my job...and do it well, then let 'em judge.
Monday, June 28, 2010
Sunday, June 20, 2010
Memories...
Scientists know little about how the brain assigns cells to participate in encoding and storing memories. But what does memory does? A memory is not a static snapshot,memories serve a purpose. They are about acquiring information that helps us deal with similar situations in the future. What we recall helps us learn from our past experiences and better shape our lives...
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
Waking up from a real nightmare...
Yes, I wouldn't be surprised if you think that this is the most ridiculous thing that i ever said...yes I want to be slimmer again, like my old weight of 48 kilos. Sounds so surreal and impossible, but I am struggling. For each and every morning that I have to wake up and straddle the the weighing scale to see my 90 kilos, the heaviest weight I have ever had in comparizon to my two former pregnancies of 80 kilos. But what the heck, it is still overweight! That is my point.
Yes, of course, point taken, now I am on my way down again, trying all I can to loose this weight, sounds like a common song you hear on the radio, ha ha ha! But I feel so happy, and psychologically so balanced that yes, I will win this battle. So much that I could gain in losing 40 kilos! It is like walking on the moon...one step goes a long way like Apollo 13 said, correct me if I am wrong, but one has to take it bravely and with good planning.
I saw the presentation of this English talk show about the Pro Ana websites that hooked so many young teeners in the UK. Thinking about it, I thought statistics said obesity is the number deadly disease of the century...
Well, confusing as it is, I have my goals on slimming down healthily and eating the right carbs, extra vitamins, right amount of serving, voila after a week down to two sizes!!!!!
Not to hip hurray yet, the road is long and winding, trying to make it as my lifestyle and making eating as natural as it should have been, yes...I will be there like I once was...I hope to see you there?
Yes, of course, point taken, now I am on my way down again, trying all I can to loose this weight, sounds like a common song you hear on the radio, ha ha ha! But I feel so happy, and psychologically so balanced that yes, I will win this battle. So much that I could gain in losing 40 kilos! It is like walking on the moon...one step goes a long way like Apollo 13 said, correct me if I am wrong, but one has to take it bravely and with good planning.
I saw the presentation of this English talk show about the Pro Ana websites that hooked so many young teeners in the UK. Thinking about it, I thought statistics said obesity is the number deadly disease of the century...
Well, confusing as it is, I have my goals on slimming down healthily and eating the right carbs, extra vitamins, right amount of serving, voila after a week down to two sizes!!!!!
Not to hip hurray yet, the road is long and winding, trying to make it as my lifestyle and making eating as natural as it should have been, yes...I will be there like I once was...I hope to see you there?
Wednesday, June 9, 2010
Love, I will do it for Love....
...so what have becometh of we, without this so called Love. Is it not just by the self love that we feel fulfillment or is it also a second part love involving someone else? So much description of love, and we can write as much as we could, and talk all about it, but without the deed, the villain is at loose.
I do believe in love, the heart bumping, butterfly excruciating feeling in one's tummy, the cold sweat and the warm blood in each and every vein, making you feel dizzy! Could it be a warning signal? How about a being tongue tied, not feeling yourself and nonstop brain action with only one thing in your thought, of course the very person you feel this wonderfully horrific flabbergasting feelings.
And the worst part of it is the "green eyed monster", controlling, beguiling, manipulative! And we thought love is all heavenly and exciting???? Ha ha ha! then you haven't fallen yet, dear me! It is an ugly feeling, I can tell you! The intruige, the
late sleepless nights, the empty feeling if the one you love doesn't feel the same as you do...
Love and love until you succeed...it is for free and you can choose, but choose wisely and cunningly, because the game of Love is only for those who are ready!!!
I do believe in love, the heart bumping, butterfly excruciating feeling in one's tummy, the cold sweat and the warm blood in each and every vein, making you feel dizzy! Could it be a warning signal? How about a being tongue tied, not feeling yourself and nonstop brain action with only one thing in your thought, of course the very person you feel this wonderfully horrific flabbergasting feelings.
And the worst part of it is the "green eyed monster", controlling, beguiling, manipulative! And we thought love is all heavenly and exciting???? Ha ha ha! then you haven't fallen yet, dear me! It is an ugly feeling, I can tell you! The intruige, the
late sleepless nights, the empty feeling if the one you love doesn't feel the same as you do...
Love and love until you succeed...it is for free and you can choose, but choose wisely and cunningly, because the game of Love is only for those who are ready!!!
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
A new chapter...
Fours hours gone to Charleroi and fours hours back, ha ha ha, it was wonderful! To see the countryside, the cities, and the traffic on a train is for me a no choice. But today, it was forced upon me.
Why do we, of all the species on earth, make sures that our inheritors, aka children, would have to have the best of everything and should be better than what we experienced and had??? Sometimes it drives me in knots.
Looking back, and being sentimental, I hardly had a very good childhood, as far as i can remember. The only best thing that I cherished is that my big sister, Aileen, and still is, was there all the time for me. My parents are the typical parents,you may not skip school and uphold perfect attendance! We, the children always questions, why and why and why, the parents authority, and me, I just play along with it. Not knowing or fully understanding it is for our own good!
Then reality hits you when finally you have your own children!!! Of having to worry how would they grow and how would they be able to make it in life out there, I don't like the feeling of insecurity, which is by far very normal among parents, but there is always the "if"....and it never ends.
We, the parents, in the end are the one true responsible over our own children, to guide them and help them until the time comes that they can be independent and take over the responsibilities. Easily said than done. I surely remembered the time that I took responsibility over myself, and yes, it was a wonderful feeling...
Why do we, of all the species on earth, make sures that our inheritors, aka children, would have to have the best of everything and should be better than what we experienced and had??? Sometimes it drives me in knots.
Looking back, and being sentimental, I hardly had a very good childhood, as far as i can remember. The only best thing that I cherished is that my big sister, Aileen, and still is, was there all the time for me. My parents are the typical parents,you may not skip school and uphold perfect attendance! We, the children always questions, why and why and why, the parents authority, and me, I just play along with it. Not knowing or fully understanding it is for our own good!
Then reality hits you when finally you have your own children!!! Of having to worry how would they grow and how would they be able to make it in life out there, I don't like the feeling of insecurity, which is by far very normal among parents, but there is always the "if"....and it never ends.
We, the parents, in the end are the one true responsible over our own children, to guide them and help them until the time comes that they can be independent and take over the responsibilities. Easily said than done. I surely remembered the time that I took responsibility over myself, and yes, it was a wonderful feeling...
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